I understand that if I'm struggling to gain weight I must not be getting enough calories. Apart from being on a budget, I never have an appetite and I have a very strong gag reflex. So I can only eat small meals and they take forever to eat.

Has anyone gone through a similar situation? I have overcome it to a point where I did gain about 25 pounds (120 to 145) and I'm panicking that I'm starting to lose again. Sometimes I feel like my life is being structured around meals