Lifting really hard now. Heavy, increased weight per set pl type **** now. Mission: Get as strong as God and my genetics deem possible.

My muscles kill from this week's workout. You will notice my sets will not be as structured and precise as last time because it caused me to go into the weightroom thinking "I HAVE to do this" and if I didn't do it I felt like **** and hated myself later for being weak. I'm still gonna be hard on myself though. Good motivation.

I haven't been on for the last 3-4 weeks because I'm a busy guy, working and being top seeded varsity on the highschool bowling team, I see top 5 in state this year. Strange combo, I know. Powerlifter and bowler. Both as passion.

I hunger for strength. It's an uncontrolable urge I have now. I don't care about being cut, I don't care about looks, I don't care about size. Strength is all there is for me in the weightroom. All I want.

2 day pl style split now guys. Lifting mondays and thursdays. Bowling practice tues and wed, sometimes fri for varsity now. This week I will do legs tomorrow, monday. That's it for 2 weeks because of christmas break and I won't be able to get into the weightroom. Can't control that.

This journal will be for my reference, your suggestions and for asking me questions about why in the Hell I just did/said that. Comment freely though guys. Later.......