I was on vacation this weekend and when ever I went out to eat with my friends (every meal) I was embarrassed to eat as much as I should. I don't know why, I have known them all for a long time but I just felt fat thinking about eating as much as I should. I looked at the menu thinking about all the delicious eggs, chicken etc... but I just couldn't bring my self to order enough. They all would order regular meals and I would have everything I should be eating in my head but when the waiter came to me I would always order a regular meal. I guess maybe it is because I am kinda chubby from a bulking cycle and I am letting that get to my head. Oh, and the worst thing is that I now feel real fat and kinda sick from eating all this garbage this weekend. Does this ever happen to anyone else?