I have a dilema. I tried a clean bulk and gained like 2-3 pounds in a few months. I've been eating dirty lately and while I've gained some weight, a lot of it has been fat. I know this not just by the way I look in the mirror but because I gained it too fast. I'm not sure if I should get on a cut, or keep bulking, and whether I should do it clean or dirty. I'm about 5'10'' 190-195 pounds, and I estimate my BF% to be anywhere from 15-20%. I am currently doing Baby Got Back. Some days I get up feeling like a skinny bastard but others I feel like a fatty blob. When I look in the mirror, I am not a happy dude.
I know some of you guys will say its entirely my decision, but I still need some advice please.