Yo what's up Hopp? no my motivation and drive are there. Only real issue is strength isn't there right now. Oh and another problem is learning new leverages. I have lost over 4 inches around midsection(that is what i missing most with my squat). I need to train my core more often and with more focus then before.
Also I keep having trouble keeping my left shoulder healthy. Other than that my head and heart are there.
Main thing I need to remember is I do this sport for me. I will never be a Panora, Chuck V, or Frankl, but I do want to be the best I can be.I want to keep adding to my total, and learning new things. I will definetly be using this meet as a new learning experience.