I'm just not sure I want to keep my weight up and chase after big numbers right now. I have lost 17 lbs so far this year and feel great. I'm just on such a good track. I am thinking about taking another 25 off and getting down to 250. I'm getting older, 43, and am really starting to focus on health. Kind of torn right now. I don't plan on leaving powerlifting any time soon. Just not sure what I want out of it right now.