I have got to be clinically insane to allow these pictures to ever go to the net. I know for a fact that I looked good once, I can get there again. I know I have a good frame to work from. It is gonna take diet, hard work, hard work and even more hard work but I will do it. I've also got to get rid of all this hair permanantly. I hate it. It's unhealthy to have all this hair. I bet 30lbs of my weight is hair. HAHAHAHAH
Yeah. I know. I have a LOT of work to do. Especially on my diet. I am back to a true beginner stage. I hope that people who are younger or the same age as me and are in decent condition realise just how lucky they are to have a supportive partner or family to help them achieve their condition. I am so embarrassed about posting my pics because I know I look crap. I can't express how ashamed of myself I am at the moment.
Well, rip away. I deserve it. I know I can be better than this and I WILL BE.