Okay so a little while back I posted a thread about this girl I was dating but wasn't sure where things were going. Long story short we've been apart now for around a month or so. About a week and a half ago she calls me and says it's been a while how have you been yada yada yada. Since then she called again out of nowhere and I'm wondering if I should read into it at all. Any ways on my side of things. I've gone out on a date or two since her with very nice and actractive girls but there was no connection on my end, and it seems there should have been. I mean I know it's nothing you can force, for two people to hit it off. But the dates went great but afterwords I didn't feel like pursuing even though they did have interest in me. I think, and I talked to a friend, that this past girl is still in my head and it's blocking my interaction with others.
Where my past girlfriend and I left it was with her saying if she got some things straightened out and things settled down for her time wise that maybe we could pick things back up. Then again she could have been letting me down easy . Well since then she's straightened up some stuff and might be in a better position this time around. So today I called her up and she might come check out my new place tonight. If she does I think I'm gonna let her know how I feel. Keep in mind this was my first girlfriend since breaking off my past 5 year relationship (was married) and I originally thought I got close to this girl in a hurry only because I was on the rebound. But if that were the case I should have had no trouble going for these equally nice girls that had interest in me. Are you following? Back to tonight, if she comes over I'm planning on telling her that I'd like to get back together and also invite her to come with me to meet an old friend who lives about an hour and a half away. So I guess I'm throwing myself out there. I feel like if I don't, this thing's going to get drug out in my head and I won't be able to move on to other possible relationships. So do you peeps think this is a good idea? I really don't care if she rejects me, I mean I hope she doesn't. But if she does then I can move on. At least that's the idea.