You know, I am having a hard sticking to a program.
I think I figured out why. Here's my short story.
Summer of 2000, I started the BFL. I made REALLY good progress. I gained some muscle size, and lost some inches (dropped from 38 to 33). I quit after 8 weeks
I think, because I quit the BFL challenge.. I have quit everything else since. I don't have the sense of "completing something". SO...
Starting MONDAY, January 29th.. I am doing 12 weeks of the BFL program. I get my cheat day, I won't break any rules.. I will do the diet as they say, work my ass off... and FINISH IT!
Then, and only then.. will I feel better about starting something on my own.. and finishing it.
I know a lot of people don't like the BFL program.. that is ok, this is a personal thing I have to tackle. I honestly think this is why I can't stick to anything, I always reflect back on the damn BFL and say.. "I was doing so well..."
So, what the hell.. I am gonna do 12 weeks. I am gonna stick with it, and i am gonna write the most emotional essay.. they'll have to give me an EAS jacket!!
Comments? I know my hardcore buds on here will say "NO!! Do something else..." I understand..