I must be mentally challged. I'll start from beginning or around there somewere. 3 months ago i got a summer job at a juice factory, not bad. There was this crazy hot girl working there, i found out that she went to school near were i live. So basically when she and i finish work we'll be going off to the big city and pretty much living next to each other. I thought to myself, wow this is great. I find out that she has a boyfriend. So couple of weeks ago i make a joke aobut something, and she starts to rub my shoulder, i tell her, as ajoke" come one now, you have a boyfriend waiting at home for you" or something a long those lines. She responds by saying that once she's gone off to the city she'll be single again, the're planning on breaking up. Once again my confidance soars. Today was her last day at work (i still have 4 days) this is where the story gets ****ing stupid. Yestruday i was feeling down, bad gym day bad diet etc, nothing going right, so i baraly talked to her. Today was the exact same thing, i hardly talked to her. She tried to initiate conversation about 4 times, i blew her off like it was nothing. I was walking past her to sign out ( i finish 1 hour before she does) she's says to me "are you leaving now" she's smiling at me, because she knows i'm going home and its her last day, she's just wainting for me to talk to her or give her my number or email so we can hook up once we're back in school. This is what i say, "Yep" and i ****ing walked away. I feel ****ing ******ed.
ps. no time for editing, i'm fuming.